Touchy touchy

Wow, well tried that didn't work. On to the next thing. Everyone has to start somewhere. FB didn't go as expected. Not surprising really people are really untrusting these days, me included. No biggie. Last I checked i had my big girl panties on. Even without that FB page I've got my own personal page. I've got my brand. I've got instagram, pinterest, youtube. I'm not without.

So, if you're wondering what happened.... I wish I knew. Best guess. Wrong person got an invite or a friend request and thought I was a scam rather than an inspiration. Not everyone sees me as an inspiration. With good reason too I'm not a people pleaser. I'm a parent. I'm a nurturer by nature. For me that means that the very nature of my being is to push people to be the best versions of themselves, some don't like that. You're not alone I do this to myself daily and I fall short, and I judge myself. Funny thing this drive to do better, it's a competitive thing when it's internal. Make each day better than the last. Make yourself better than yesterday. Live for today, tomorrow and forever. Plan, save, buy, sell, go go go... Constantly!!

What happens when I hit a wall? I get up. Cause cowgirls don't cry (they do they just try really hard for no one to see them, so they usually do it in the bathroom alone). Tackle things from a different angle and keep going. That's how I got my walls up. You run into challenges. You have to face them. You see things out of square and you decide, do I tear it down and start over or do I adjust, roll, and keep moving? Me? I adjust, very rarely do I tear it down and start over.

NOT TODAY SATAN! You can block a page, but you can't stop me. I'm gonna spread support from a mom to other moms. I'm gonna spread hope for a future from a christian to well everyone else... I'm gonna keep on trucking and do you know why? Cause my bible tells me so. Isaiah 54:17 "No weapon formed against you shall prosper, and every tongue which rises against you in judgement you shall condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the Lord, and their righteousness is from Me, says the Lord". I am a child of God and my blog talks about him a bit and I pray that I reach a person or 2 that needs to know that God loves them. know sometimes I need a reminder that I'm not alone and that God loves me, cause I'm not worthy, none of us are. He loves me anyway.

What happens when something derails you?

How do you respond?

Where do you go?

Who do you talk to?

Who is your counsel?

For me and my house we pray. So that's my plan. Regroup. Regather. Restart. Approach with caution from a different angle and different perspective. Quitting is not an option. Failure is. But.... What is failure? Nothing more than a learning experience for the next round.