Keep on Keeping on

11pm rolls around and I wonder where the day went. Then I sit and look around and actually think about how it started at 6am. It's a long day but a good one. I'm finding that now I feel like I can breathe which is the first time in a long long time. I used to get a nap before I started working and work the first 2 hours in my pj's just because I could. Not now. Now there's no nap, and oddly enough I don't miss it. Now it's get up. Get moving. What does the day hold? I'm a planner so I check my calendar for appointments and then I create my own plan. Last week it was dread, work, dread, work, worry, more work, ok done, now go do the things...

Now, I'm accomplishing things. I write to you guys, I read the word and talk to God, I take care of errands, and then I take care of projects (I'll never run out of projects). Now the knot is gone. The dread is gone. There is only hope and light on the horizon and it feels great. Self-confidence here I come...